psycho bitch threw my ipod across a parking lot!

[keone]

if you ever meet some spun out chick named heather, make sure you keep away, don't let her stay at your house and keep an eye on your property. she is my exgirlfriend and i know her better than anyone. anyone who reads these boards no doubt knows her too. i let her stay at my house reluctantly because she just got out of jail, and the bitch tried to take off with my cell phone and ipod. i realized it was gone after she left and called my phone and it rang 4 times and went to voice mail. the second time i called it it went straight to voice mail. i went down the street and found her waiting for the bus. when i confronted her she told me she didn't have it, then i heard it ring in her pocket. when i asked her to give me back my ipod she reacted by throwing it across the parking lot, and now it's a worthless pile of parts. i didn't do anything except demand that she returned the things she took that she didn't ask to borrow. how childish, scandalous and disrespectful can you get? it wasn't until later that night that i realized the charger for the phone and the ipod were missing too. obviously it was premeditated. so now i have to find a replacement charger or get a new phone. not to mention all my numbers are inaccessable....or that i really need to have a phone because i'm trying to find a place to live right now... but it's worth it if i never have to talk to or see her again. i don't know where she went and don't care. i threw her shit out the door and locked it.

all i can say is fuck that girl. after almost 6 years of knowing her i can't believe someone could be that abusive, self centered, and manipulative. i've put up with and forgiven alot of shit she's pulled in the past, which may be part of the problem. i will never again play the fool and never want to see the her again. i don't want anyone to have to go through what i did. stay away from heather j. she is fucked in the head and has burned every friend she's ever had in this town. i'm not the only one i know that's been ripped off, mooched on and taken advantage of by her. maybe i'm talking shit but it's the straight up truth, and i don't give a fuck. you'd be hard pressed to find anyone that would defend that bitch and i used to be her biggest advocate.

i feel a little bit better now, but everytime i get on the train i get pissed because i have no music. everytime i have to use someone elses phone it fucking sucks. every time i think how much money i don't have to replace it my blood pressure goes up. i blame myself more than her because i was stupid enough to let her into my life again. i guess you live and you learn....

[kenny]

Wow, I wonder if we will see her back in these parts? On the lighter side, she does sound dysfunctional enough to hire her onboard here - maybe work out something that helps to pay you back.

[Fukkin_weirdo]

That shit's still going on?! I recommend staying away from the shit because it's not going to help you one friggin bit. Totally unhealthy, that's probably another reason your blood pressure does whatever it does because it'll fuck with the heart, as well as smoking ciggarettes if your a smoker. Not sure if your on the shit or ever messed with it, fuck it, u don't need it. I knew a bunch of tweakers in my life and it's kind of fucked up, but not a single one of them got much respect while on it, and they all got laughed at for their charades and weakness.

If you want to quit smoking then don't tell yourself that it's hard to quit, thats a bitchass excuse. Stay away from that path of self-destruction, the one where u beat yourself up. Try reserving your words for things that aren't so negative, there my not be anything wrong with either of you, but you talk like there is SO much wrong and you expect or at least hope others will fix it for you.

No offense, but wouldn't it be nice? It's a familiar situation though, you two almost seem to get off on fighting and trying to "ruin" eachothers lives. That my friends is straight up psychotic, look it up. It's under "Sociopath".

You two just might not be compatible, do you honestly plan on spending your WHOLE life with her even if it kills you? I feel like Dear Abby n shit...

[Fukkin_weirdo]

Instead I type to a million random eyes. I am sure will think I am being EMO, but there is a difference - a big difference. Some people try to be depressed; others, like me cannot help it.

It's just a continuous battle for sanity."

You to man! You can help it! Got any other hobbies besides typing on here? You seem confused, check this out

Mickey: No. I know you think you know what you're saying, but you're not saying it.
Eddie: No, I know what I'm saying. I don't know what I mean, but I know what I'm saying. Is that what you mean?

- Hurlyburly (an excellent ALLSTAR CAST movie)

[kenny]

Originally Posted by Fukkin_weirdo

You to man! You can help it! Got any other hobbies besides typing on here? You seem confused, check this out
- Hurlyburly (an excellent ALLSTAR CAST movie)

Well the doctor says I could help it if I take medication, but I choose not to - I am doing fine on my own. So those words of nothing to you are something to me, they spill out before our eyes and then they along with my weirdness vanish. I don't look back on them. I get weird at times, this is no secret, everyone does - even you I am willing to bet. And writing is my cure for nuttiness, sometimes it's useless like the post which you referenced, other times it has merit but none the less it's just something I do. And I find it no stranger than you getting on a forum and trying to tell others how they can improve their lives without really knowing anything about their lives - but that is your prerogative, it's what you do, so I cannot bitch. But I will thank you for your input, I know how to live a good life and I am quite happy and far from confused. However at times I do get weird, and unless you have a cure for the DNA I was passed along, then I will keep doing what I do to stay happy, even if it means coming across like an immature teenage for a brief moment. We all deal with life differently, since we all have very different lives.

P.S. You forgot an "o", it should be too, no to. And it would be nice if you posted your comments to the thread in question. But now I am just being a forum nazi so I will shut my fucking trap.

[Fukkin_weirdo]

You sir, sound like you are on a trip with mAlice in Wonderland!
Someone offers some positivity into your life and you attempt to
crucify them for it ... hmmm.

I'll tell you what I can do for you, I can tear apart every bit of your
life that you thought you liked, and let you rebuild it into something
that you really do like ... interested? If so I'd recommend getting
started ASAP and sleeping on the streets with people you only
just met, it's almost summer so I doubt that there is snow on the
ground anymore ... probably pretty easy to find a spot to crawl up
and hope to either die or fall asleep. If you'd like I can also
prepare a film crew, for your protection as well.

Stop acting so snobbish, your life isn't so bad obviously you run
your own website from what I can tell, you can afford a
motorcycle, and tattoo's. I feel you about spilling out and then
vanishing ... it can be an amazing thing.

Oh and just in case your intentions were NOT to be snobbish,
WOOPS, my mistake. Your post isn't pointless, but you thinking
that it is kind of says to me that you think pretty low of yourself.
I dunno, maybe you're bleeding for someone else, so they see
that their lives aren't so bad? Medication is kind of like a last
resort in some cases, diet and excercise might work just fine,
are you sure it's depression and not just high colesterol? We
MIGHT not know eachother, guessing, but it's common
apparently.

I also spelled fukkin wrong ... fukk it, I'm weird like that. I also
have chronic back pain IMHO, and that sir really makes me EMO.

[kenny]

I am not sure what you read, but I don't think my life is bad the least little bit. I was simply trying to explain to you (since you did not seem to get the reasoning behind my post) on why I made the post. I will try once again, in a very short to the point explanation, in the hopes that fewer words will make sense.

I suffer from depression, here is an example. I was up in Seattle and my girl and I went to see Clerks 2, when the final credits started rolling, I started to cry. Was it that moving or a touching movie? No, my brain is just odd like that at times. So at times when I feel weird, I make a post like the one in question. To most they seem self destructive and/or just EMO'ish, but for me they are like a reset and nothing more. I am happy with my life, I am grateful for the friends that I have, the home I have, my son, my beautiful and understanding woman, etc. So I was in no way acting snobbish, I was simply informing you of how I vent and my reference to my post being pointless was referring to the content in the eyes of others and by that I mean most of the time I write to entertain, inform and sometimes educate, but posts like those aren't really meant for others - they are just my brain taking a quick shit, then I wipe and move on. Maybe this makes a little more sense, if not - I tried to explain and I'll leave it at that.

[Fukkin_weirdo]

I understand the credits and the rolling and the crying, in so many ways.
That's a great movie! lol. I understand the brain issues as well, spent
so much time tormenting myself trying to figure out what does what, and
why things are the way they are. Why does the brain black out when a
person drinks over a certain amount in a single night? And why weren't
we warned? etc ...

We were warned, maybe ... but some of us drank over that certain
amount anyway. And now there is pictures and or video of us dancing
to the "Spice Girls" (no hate) instead of Madonna . Some of us might
not have learned as quickly, so others might make fun, but if they get
loaded at the same time then they might forget ... hopefully we don't
drive at times like that. Or try to have sex like fools, but we "didn't
know".

Now that WE know, WE got responsibility to not let it happen IMHO.
My friend is sad because she got loaded and had sex in front of a
camera, the guys made fun of her for some reason ... dunno ... playful
but not intending to be mean maybe ... but she's upset apparently and
has told lies to dull the pain of being exposed as a person "looking for a
good time". Long story short, it's been a war.

But all lies aside, we can try to dull the pain that others might feel. To
do otherwise is to not care. Not caring is proof of insanity IMHO, or
at least ignorance. Ignorance is not bliss. Bliss is Bliss.

-end rant-

***EDIT***
Oh ya, and I'm not referring to Heather J as that friend that got drunk
and had sex in front of a camera ... this time ... The fact is, people
wanted something or maybe a couple things, but it got complicated
somewhere. I'm not a fan of possessions, unless it's for good reasons.
***EDIT***

[Fukkin_weirdo]

And I'm replying to someone who hasn't posted in over a month, hopefully that wasn't your fucked up self getting shoved into the backseat of one of those taxpayer cars ... anyway here is the link to some anti-hate.

http://testingthewater.spaces.live.com/

[kenny]

Sometimes people don't post, sometimes they just lurk, and sometimes they just go away for awhile. But there is one constant, everyone returns.

[DrFaustus]

I had to return it! It was broken when I got here.

[Fukkin_weirdo]

Apparently it's been broken for a while, don't worry!

A man once told me, there was 3 people in that room, 1 woman ran out screaming, and that it wasn't suicide. I'm not sure what the exact meaning of that is, but maybe someone will. Less victims please.

[Heather j]

don't hit girls, things get destroyed.

[kenny]

Originally Posted by Heather j

don't hit girls, things get destroyed.

Define "hit" more, and welcome back.

[Fukkin_weirdo]

A fine is a fine. I think you could quit antagonizing him though seriously. It's not nice to torture people...if you guys were plants you *probably* would have killed eachother a long time ago, according to how you guys talk about eachother on here.