mid-week madness...

[kenny]

This week's webcam girl

I mentioned a bit ago that I have been working on getting some of the older photos and content back online since we rolled out the new layout. Well here are some of the photo archives that have returned.

The Big Deluxe XXX-Mas Party:
2002
2003
2004

The Lost Art Halloween Party:
2003
2004
2005

Curt's Birthday (2003)
Joon's going away party
New Orleans during Mardi Gras
Blackhat Seattle (2003)

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Both my brain and eyelids feel quite heavy, my lips are slightly chapped and my voice is deeper than usual. The drink took its toll over the last couple of weeks, from Seattle to Las Vegas I have drank copious amounts of rum. I figured that I would get all of the boozing in while I still could, because my doctor wants to get me started on some medication that shouldn’t be mixed with spirits unless I want to experience liver failure and/or damage.

The more I look at the bottle of Cymbalta, the less I desire to ingest the little capsules. It's not because I rather have rum in my belly, I just rather not rely on a pill for peace of mind. Also I am not to keen on the possible side effects that come with this and many other prescribed medication. Another thing is, I can't help but to wonder - do I really need it? I was going through one hell of a slump for a minute and during this period I became an emotional roller coaster. But now, as I sit here typing I am happy and most of all thankful. I was lucky enough to have someone enter my life that I could talk with and confide in. Someone who's warm and compassionate eyes helped to ease my mind with each hard to speak word. The more we talked, the lesser the weight felt.

How can you ever repay someone who helps to free you from your chains and gives you insight as to what is really important in this life? How can you truly express how thankful you are when all words seem to fall short? I love you. I appreciate you. Thank you for being you, and thanks for being my best friend. Your kindness and understanding has helped more than any pill a doctor could ever prescribe and I am thankful for the day our paths crossed.

[rudeboy]

Thank you for that! And for everything else.

[kenny]

You are more than welcome, it was really good to see you in Vegas. If you are ever in my neck of the woods stop by, we shall bar-b-q and drink!