[kenny]

I am not sure what you read, but I don't think my life is bad the least little bit. I was simply trying to explain to you (since you did not seem to get the reasoning behind my post) on why I made the post. I will try once again, in a very short to the point explanation, in the hopes that fewer words will make sense.

I suffer from depression, here is an example. I was up in Seattle and my girl and I went to see Clerks 2, when the final credits started rolling, I started to cry. Was it that moving or a touching movie? No, my brain is just odd like that at times. So at times when I feel weird, I make a post like the one in question. To most they seem self destructive and/or just EMO'ish, but for me they are like a reset and nothing more. I am happy with my life, I am grateful for the friends that I have, the home I have, my son, my beautiful and understanding woman, etc. So I was in no way acting snobbish, I was simply informing you of how I vent and my reference to my post being pointless was referring to the content in the eyes of others and by that I mean most of the time I write to entertain, inform and sometimes educate, but posts like those aren't really meant for others - they are just my brain taking a quick shit, then I wipe and move on. Maybe this makes a little more sense, if not - I tried to explain and I'll leave it at that.