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That shit's still going on?! I recommend staying away from the shit because it's not going to help you one friggin bit. Totally unhealthy, that's probably another reason your blood pressure does whatever it does because it'll fuck with the heart, as well as smoking ciggarettes if your a smoker. Not sure if your on the shit or ever messed with it, fuck it, u don't need it. I knew a bunch of tweakers in my life and it's kind of fucked up, but not a single one of them got much respect while on it, and they all got laughed at for their charades and weakness.
If you want to quit smoking then don't tell yourself that it's hard to quit, thats a bitchass excuse. Stay away from that path of self-destruction, the one where u beat yourself up. Try reserving your words for things that aren't so negative, there my not be anything wrong with either of you, but you talk like there is SO much wrong and you expect or at least hope others will fix it for you.
No offense, but wouldn't it be nice? It's a familiar situation though, you two almost seem to get off on fighting and trying to "ruin" eachothers lives. That my friends is straight up psychotic, look it up. It's under "Sociopath".
You two just might not be compatible, do you honestly plan on spending your WHOLE life with her even if it kills you? I feel like Dear Abby n shit...
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